love Hispanic or mixed me..
To be clear, I'm not suggesting your girlfriend is perfect. She might very well be putting up walls which are making it difficult for you to express exactly how deep in danger your relationship actually is. I also sense that you have tried to rebuild the connection with her (you mentioned counselling?) but she has resisted your efforts. That absolutely complicates matters, but it is exactly why you have a difficult decision to make: is this relationship actually salvageable, or is it time to break it off?.
brunette inside indoors hallway corridor barefoot pink tshirt thong rearview ass touching leaning wall door.
Just because a guy makes eye contact, it doesn't mean that he wants to escalate it any further. It's possible he sensed you were more serious then he intended so has backed off. However, it could be any number of reasons..
No complaining about gender roles! I've got a list of gripes myself. Best to just work with the system we are given. Worry about changing the rules later..
We came home, saw eachother still... cuddled in bed, he stayed with me. Everything was brilliant. I felt happy... and normal, total weight lifted. Then he went back... I dont know how i feel. I feel almost asif maybe i was just something familiar he got reattached to while he was here because he wasnt friends with anyone anymore over here... maybe because he missed sex? i feel almost cheap. Hes back there now.. and ya know, we talk.. but i dont feel how we were... obviously there is nothing more that can happen. but he has asked me to go and visit him over there. I am absolutely terrified that i was just sex... something to do to pass the time...... Im more confused than i ever was... i hurt real bad now..